UnattractiveAct

7,8,9 / 6,5,4

2011-03-25T09:26:00.000-07:00

the title says it all.

SPM results,
only thing i'm satisfied with was my Sejarah
the only thing i'm happy with
I hope appealing would succeed , so my result slip will be just awesome for me
;D
and oh yea, feelings, GONE
and BLOG , HALF DEAD
thanks to Iris Online and my awesome game friends :D

18th birthday

2011-02-17T08:07:00.000-08:00

Hello there,i'm 18 and i have a very shiny nose x)

and soooooo, the celebration continues :)
well,you see no one asked me out on my birthday,
so my parents decided to bring me out for dinner where they had their Valentine's dinner at (confusing huh?x)
STADT.
German Cuisine :D

Outfit of the day; Shirt from Gan & Wendy, Necklace from Carina,Bracelet from Hong Jian and Handbag from Daphne

The Tasty Juicy Sausages <3

Yum Yum

The least favourite of mine. Spring Chicken

and the best dish was German Pork Knuckle! SUPER CRISPY(YUM!)

Present from Carina - SOO PRETTY! <3

From my 2nd brother Bryan :D

and of course many more amazing gifts :D(will upload pics soon) Thanks A LOT! :DD

oh yea p/s Thanks a lot to

Sok Ching for the present although you're in Kampar

Darren for calling me up from NS!

AWWW .♥

Officially EIGHTEEN! ♥

2011-02-15T20:21:00.000-08:00

since i am superbly HAPPY right now,
i shall blog about the recent parties i held and attended :D

11 February!
CARINA CHAN CHAN CURRY's PARTAY!!

ISN'T SHE PRETTY...

WHEN SHE GOT CAKE OVER HER FACE? :D

TASTY YUM YUM CAKE :P

MANGO LYCHEE

Rich kid's birthday with fireworks! :O

Told ya it was tasty! :D

12 February

My Birthday Partaay!!

The gang

LET"S JUMP!

AWW ♥

Ca-ake!

see,they love it so much!

Believe me,the "behind the scenes" of this photo was freaking hilarious!!

My Beloveds who made this wonderful party! ♥

OH, AND SINCE IT"S MY ACTUAL BIRTHDAY TODAY,
i was actually listening to Red Fm in the car while on the way home
and then the DJ was starting the cue to call to win SPEAK NOW CD
So,i've decided to give it a shot
and yea it wasted quite sometime after registering and then resending it
but then,that was actually the right timing!
and just 10 seconds after i sent my sms
They CALLED!
and asked me how big of a fan i am
and i remember the song they played for me to guess.
"Don't say yes,runaway now..."
then i just said SPEAK NOW!
And they say, YOU JUST WON CD OF THE WEEK
AWWW ♥

What I've Done.

2011-02-10T21:39:00.000-08:00

HELLO
Still on HOLS :(
it's boring
PLUS
I have to work >.<
DANG
but on my free time
these are what i've done

My FIRST nail art.

IT SUCKS

and this is my so called Flinstone inspired:Leopard prints.

and if you've been wondering the about the similar base colour

It's because i've bought this new colour from Rimmel :)

It's some 60 seconds instant dry :D

Will show you my new polka dot nail art soon

I've made my study table into a dressing table!

This is what it looks before!

Will show you the after product soon! :D

CNY

2011-02-09T04:59:00.000-08:00

I am actually SUPERB lazy to update

so i'll just briefly write it
well first day, as family traditions goes,
Going to grandmum's house is a must
but this year it was actually SUPERBLY boring on the first day
because it was so..so QUIET
not many relatives came
but the angpows were AWESOME :D

on the 2nd day,
went to aunt's house to ...
PARTY! :D
but it turned out to be kinda boring
although i did won some "benjamins"
but erm
actually , overall my CNY was kinda fun
because of the fully scheduled week , well LITERALLY
and yes,
the reason i've delay this post it's 'cause i am ADDICTED TO

YES, THIS.
I LOVE THE BATTLEFIELDS every 20(?) minutes
it's fun to PK! :D
HEY YOU,yea YOU(whoever you are xD), PLAY THIS GAME ! :D

Happy Chinese New Year! Gong Xi Fa Chai! Gong Hei Fatt Choi !

2011-02-03T22:38:00.000-08:00

It's the 2nd day of CNY!
well,i'll blog about my johor trip just about....now :D
On tuesday early in the morning,get ready off for breakfast
then off to johor !
the main reason of the trip is for dad to visit his band mates which he lost contact for the past 30 years!
and 2 of them owns a pub , so we indeed went to both of them
If you've heard of CoffeeTrap

,that is that one awesome pub my dad's bandmate owns
it's actually 4 shoplots!
and the night we went,there was like an event
i forgot which alcohol brand hosted it
but there were like 4 girls who were dressed up like sailormoons
and yes , of course the slutty type :P
and man the atmosphere there was AWESOME
i was THIS close to dancing on the dance floor when they played my fav, song,
I LIKE THAT -Static Revenger & Richard Vission ft.Luciana
THE BEATS WERE...OMG!
Pictures will be posted soon (hopefully)
oh yeah, Uncle Billy ( the pub's owner) really has awesome talent on the electric guitar!

Uncle Billy's wife as the DJ

* Another Pub

And the philipino singers were able to nail every difficult songs
and of course i definitely did not get drunk!
i only drank,ANGLIA -.-

That i'm holding,is Kamikaze

of course,i still think beermwine or whatever taste so ewww-y
well,Kamikaze was kinda an exception :P

It was some awesome trip although my parents blew off the Singapore trip we should have right after visiting Johor =_=

WELL
on the first day of CNY
i'll continue later :P

2011-01-30T06:36:00.000-08:00

Hello readers!
although there's like only maybe 2 or 3 of you?
well,it's time to update my blog after being lazy for so long
i see events ahead of me,and i am excited!

Just came back from Genting,yes AGAIN =_=

i was actually trying to take a picture of the chinese yoyo for the Diabolo team to see

but failed!

but hey,i really gotta say you guys are real good in chinese yoyo!

Even Better than these performers from BeiJing!

such a boring place because there isn't many fun things to play actually
only bowling was the one i ♥
one more day of work then off to Johor i go!
and then it would be CNY by the time i come back or wake up or whatever
Can't wait for the ANGPOWS! HUAT AR!
Though this year there might be this chance we will not have this "bai nian" thingy like the past few years
PLEASE GOD! help me!:(
i know i suck as a friend
but but,i'll try to make it up to you guys

~~just don't know when >.<~~

man i wish high school really has a few more years to go!

& about this picture

it was actually the pee place or wtvr u call it

in a restaurant in subang airport!

and yes i purposely went into the man's toilet to check it out!

What a wonderful view while PEE-ING eh?

anyways,i guess this ends my post
and yea guess what,i'm 90% moved on already!! :DD

turning this frown upside down! :D

2011

2011-01-19T06:41:00.000-08:00

it kinda sucks
well beside awesome trips and family events i have
overall,it still does sucks
Well,you see .
Friends plays a HUGE part in your life
and maybe thats why my life sucks now
and no,i AM absolutely not trying to interpret some desperate for friends or wtvr
i'm just stating the fact :)
sighs,how i wish high school didn't end

It's only January,and i'm already not liking 2011.
If only 2011 Is 1/3 like 2010

sighs

2011-01-15T18:53:00.001-08:00

I miss my friends
And the reason why i don't ask them out it's because
i have no transport and it sounds so mean to actually ask them to fetch me
sighs.
i really am desperate to drive and have a car :(

ever wonder?

2011-01-13T18:07:00.000-08:00

why there's four season?

Why there's summer and fall?

and that well,connects to our life

Indirectly of course.

After heart broken by the same person several times

After turning crush into like

super like into love

well,and then the fall comes

and that tragic fall you have

when all you do is ~~cry~~

for me,yea i did cry once

the ever first person i've cried for

and never thought of confessing

why?

Maybe because i don't even wanna break that minor friendship we have

and maybe because i like you THAT much

i know by receiving that answer from you

will just cause more ~~pain.~~

but,as i said

several heartbrokens

and yes,i tried moving on

but somehow that feeling,

it's so hard to fade away.

well,as i told most of my friends

who goes through this situation

they tell me that why is it so hard to forget him/her?

well,the fact is

You don't wanna forget him/her!

It's the memories you still wanna treasure,

It's you who wanna keep holding on.

It's you who wish it never ended.

Well,and i made that fact out

well,i found out!

It's true though,try asking yourself :)

well,conclusion is

Life Goes On

Right?

So,a toast to the memories and the encouragement you indirectly given me

I'm not a tat bit regret for liking you

yea,More than a year.

Great huh? :P

but,well to be honest,at least you made my 2010 so beautiful

So,if you ever ever got a hint of whether you were the person i'm talking about

well,Thank You :)

Happy Birthday!

2011-01-07T17:51:00.000-08:00

THIS POST IS FOR YOU TWO DUNGU BEARS :DDD

Firstly, Happy Birthday to MS.DAI KA JIE :)

YOU'RE OFFICIALLY 18 (OMG)

and yes,after yesterday's party

and like what yee lyn said,

the older you get,the more childish you are :X

DO you admit that!? :DD

So,being 18 means you can officially drink legally :)

and yea, stay ADORABLE xD

And then the sad part comes,

we shall all say goodbye to sok ching :(

She's leaving to Kampar on Sunday

and we'll never ever get to see her anymore in our lives

HAHAHA , JOKING

We're still gonna see her on CNY

RIGHT!?

You better COME BACK I TELL YOU!!

If not i'll be crying like a lost puppy coming to Kampar to search for u !

WHAT A CAKE THROWING PARTY T_T

AND YES I ADMIT I WAS WRONG

FOR THAT WHOLE MANGO LYCHEE CAKE

T_T I'm Sorry :X

I just wanted to eat it

didn't thought it would be Chi Yian's Huge Bomb!!

But i did had real much fun

as for the first party this year!

OMG!

2011-01-05T07:36:00.001-08:00

I NEED A GOOD FRIEND TO SHARE MY PROBS
ANYONE AVAILABLE!?!?
DARREN,I NEED YOU! :'(
WHY MUST YOU LEAVE ....

2011-01-04T16:03:00.001-08:00

I'm the one to be blamed for my heartbroken yea?

:DD

what to do?

2011-01-04T03:01:00.000-08:00

Maybe.

I'm just sick and tired of heartaches and dilemmas.

~~Even if i thought that was actually a great start for this year,it stopped.~~

~~Maybe i shouldn't have started it~~

Imagine.

2011-01-03T15:57:00.000-08:00

Fireflies.

VanillaTwillight.

HeySoulSister.

You'reBeautiful.

MichaelJacksonMedley.

HeyThereDelilah.

Secret Valentine.

Those every little bits

Every song listed.

It's just eating me up.

and yes,the smileys :\

How am i gonna survive those 6 more months!?

2010 was indeed a real beautiful year.

and i do miss it.

Penang Trip !! 29-31 December 2010

2011-01-02T16:19:00.000-08:00

First post for 2011 will be about my penang trip ! :DD

Happy New Year by the way :D

I was surprised my mum actually allowed me to go .

3 days 2 night trip

Our 6.30 flight

Air Asia

LCCT

LCCT Airport.
So excited already!
haha ! :DD

♥

It isn't a mirror like what we first thought
It was actually those reflection windows of the Airport's security office!
What a joke! hahahahahahahhah!

The only store that sell goods in a reasonable price in an Airport

Definitely not where all the great penang food are =\
Gurney Drive
Dinner

The Beach
with super super super salty water =X

Penang Bridge! xD

Crazy Us !
Look at those two crazy bikini chics ! hahaha

♥ Donkey toilet girl next to me ♥

Breakfast/Supper in 5 am in the morning
this is what happens when you just couldn't sleep! :P

i Love listening to the waves splashing the sands

I still miss it :(

♥My 7 year old friend♥

HAHAHAHAHAHHAHA!
Darren's AMAZING pajamas
i will always remember him coming out of the bathroom
wearing this and he seems to be happy
and was humming~
Little did he know,
Every single one of us was LMAO-ING!
I bet you're laughing too right? xD
Thanks Darren for curing my homesick on the first night
Though you're only gonna see this 3 months later :'(

♥

Botanical Garden

Monkey!

so this is a real short post of my trip.

More photos in Facebook!

TAAA!

Last Post in 2010

2010-12-28T03:49:00.000-08:00

well,this will be my last post for the year 2010
because i won't be able to write this post by 31st December.
so , here it goes :D
2010 is definitely the best year of my life , well at least now for sure.
why?
because i have fulfilled my dreams i thought i wouldn't be able to fulfill
2 of them precisely :)

CHEERLEADING

seriously,it has been my dream since 7 probably

seeing those awesome uniform with fun tumblings really had me dreaming

and no,i really never thought i could actually be a cheerleader one day

though it was only for like 3 months +

but it has brought me this whole new life,i mean like one whole new experience

and National Cheer Competition will always stay in my mind Forever.

Those bitter sweet moments,tears,applause.

I never regret joining,and so i shall thank Effie for starting a Cheer team in our school

and Yee Lyn for joining , which encouraged me to go for tryout

they both have helped me to be able to fulfill this dream.

PERFORMING ON STAGE

It's not my first time performing on stage,

but it's my first time performing in small group

a group of 3.

That got me nervous,plus it's singing!

well i did plan to sing on stage ,like since last year.

but i didn't know i really had the guts to do it

Once again,thanks to Yee Lyn (indirectly)

hahhahahahahaha

What a night right?

i still remember my leg were shaking.

and it was really really scary !

but,i'm glad i did it !

so those are the 2 "biggest" dream i fulfilled this year.

Awesome nuff?!

and although i could only go out to parties and shopping with friends for 4 times this year

it didn't really limited the fun i had throughout this whole year
events i had with families and classmates were great to cover it
and yes i did had like the time i really break down and gone real depressed
and constantly crying for several days
but,at least i know who's my real friends are for now.
and yes i did met someone who really influenced me in my school life
inspired me to study harder
but that also lead me to real painful heartbroken
but at least i know those time liking him were what keeping me a great mood all the time
and yes i did realize some bastard really acts like a screwed up bitch at times
but , there are suckers you have to meet in your life right?
as long as they don't make your life miserable,you somehow "won" that fight.
oh well,Last event to go will be held tomorrow
Penang , 3 days 2 nights with awesome pals!!
REAL AWESOME ! and i am not gonna let any bitches or suckers ruin it!
and to all of you who are reading my blog,
Happy New Year to you !
Have a great one yea!!!

Hawt Aunt's Wedding Dinner!

2010-12-26T22:39:00.000-08:00

yes,if you guys are guessing
it is her 2nd marriage
she has two kids already
and she is so awesome that her new Swedish husband is 12 years younger than her !
so,yesterday she had a Mini Wedding Dinner in Oriental Pavillion in PJ
It was AWESOME !
we, the crazy cousins can really cause a BAZAAR though there's only just 6 of us
there was like another wedding dinner there , and we were so "curious" we went to walk around \
And since we all dress formally yesterday
Camwhore is definitely a MUST !!!
see,here's already another awesome event i had in 2010 !
Penang in 2 more days !! :DDD

"Hey angel,you DUH sexay ! "

My Crazy AWESOME HOT cousin! :DD

Isn't she hawt? guess what? she's actually those kind of super smart girl who's mum would scold her for wearing a tank top! Suprise much???!?

and this was my outfit of the night!

but damn i look like i'm pregnant and have man biceps -.-

Have a Merry Little Christmas :)

2010-12-26T22:27:00.000-08:00

Have yourself a merry little Christmas
Let your heart be light
From now on, our troubles will be out of sight

this year, i get to have an actual Christmas.

i mean , don't mention bout Christmas presents

Being able to celebrate it was AWESOME already

I used to spend this festive season in the restaurant,serving customers

but thank god this year was an exception

here's a toast to another great event happening in 2010 ! :DD

We had Turkey,Gomezabzi (wrong spelling) and a hell loads of food!

and also CAROLING ! HAHA

and of course being crazy and hyper the whole night

dancing all the way !

Oh well,defo. a night to be remember
OH ! OH !
and for those adorably cute kids,
this is not a LATE post because christmas haven't end yet
there's 12 days of Christmas
remember the song??? On the 12th day of Christmas ~
:DD just to remind you all ! xD

what is love?

2010-12-18T20:01:00.000-08:00

People come and go ,
and yes it's like 99.9% IMPOSSIBLE you'll find the ONE when you're only 16/17
Sadness do conquer your emotion after a break up
but always remember,don't let it haunt you forever
Time Cures Everything , right?
And please let it all out if you feel darn bad
Faking a smile do hurts a hell lot,
You'll eventually find another better one,
well not the same kind of person,but way much more suitable one right?
because past relationships get you a better one
This universe has GAZILLIONS of males and females,
YOU JUST NEED TIME :DD

Education Fair 2010

2010-12-18T19:53:00.000-08:00

so yea,went to the education fair at Midvalley yesterday

with Daphne (Thanks for the ride) ,Nicholas,Yaw Suan,Stanley & Joey
man,Mid Valley was so PACKED .
well,after waiting for approx. 15 mins the Sunway College FIA/ACCA lecturer finally had time for me
and then the price for Degree was , WOW !
and so after collecting more informations from other colleges like
Segi,UTAR,TARC,Stamford,KDU
well,let's say ,it just made me more complicated with various choices i have
You can like start from CAT, FIA ,FIC,Foundation in Accounting,Advance Diploma
man,and by comparing the prices,location and duration of total course study
I HAVE EXACTLY NO IDEA WHAT TO CHOOSE
so i'll just let my mum do the thinking :P
well,left Mid Valley by 6 i guess
then went to get KTM
From Mid Valley to KL Central (waiting for 5 mins till the KTM arrives)
then from KL Central to Subang (waiting for 10 mins till the KTM arrives)
not mentioning by the super ultra squeezing function those humans there have
oh well
so we took a cab to Sunway Pyramid to finally have our NICE dinner
Pasta Zanmai :DD
and so,arrived home like 9pm+ i was so happy because my mum didn't control me at all
'cause she was out >:)

OH WELL

2010-12-17T16:50:00.000-08:00

SPM IS OFFICIALLY OVER
and yes this is a late post because first thing i did after my last exam was GAMING
well,though nothing went like what i expected
but ahh well,face the fact that is !
and and,i just hope i could get over him ,
yes i am an idiot for falling for him twice
but,those memories kills me
especially that photo :DD
and no i won't confess if you guys claim that it will make me feel better
well,i know the pros and cons of it that's why i've tried years ago
but him,is a nono for confession.
but oh well,you just gotta do what you gotta do :P
and so i won't let that bother my free life now

FREEDOM PARTAY

after so long,i finally get to go out to have some fun
and the last mini party i has was like more than 3 months ago
so a few of them were suprised i actually turn up :P
well,it was kinda fun ..
because a few of them were liek drunk
damn,my first time seeing someone drunk
and yes,the first one was daphne ding
it was her first time drinking beer and she was drunk
she doesn't look like drunk drunk,but drug drunk
nyways,we , the "COOL" gang (according to Jeffrey) were like gathering at the kitchen
and yes,LIM YEE LYN went crazy
singing her fav SAFE EGG song
and yea she turned the heat up, and it was darn fun !
well,though i didn't get drunk because i don't drink
even half a can got me a bit headache

CELEBRATING AFTER SPM FREEDOM WITH FAMILY
went Chillis yesterday <3
and yes the Nachos there is really something to die for
when i had my first bite,
if feels like i've died and gone to heaven
and the burger were really BIG BITES
i guess only dinosaurs could really bite the whole piece

COOLIOS

2010-12-10T19:49:00.000-08:00

not that cool.
well,went to genting yesterday for some day trip with my sister
maan humans everywhere ,especially kids -.-
the fun part was the food and of course 2hours+ of bowling
which is 8 games of it,and now my arm hurts and i just have no idea why my ~~butt~~ hurts too -.-
& bumper car &archery
and me and my sis actually took 6 turns of shuttle bus -.-
and our leg really hurt badly!
well and yes at least i could forget heartaches at that moment as i was hyper
and playing games and going shopping was just awesome
some way to enjoy my 90% of freedom .
man , just 1 more subject!
then the real party is on!!!
i love having fulll schedules
and having loads of events going on
will upload picture after my last exam!

WEeeeeeeee~

2010-12-06T05:46:00.000-08:00

Chemistry exam is officially over !
and technically,chemistry knowledge has only be in my mind for 3 days?
hahaa ..well all because the lazy me only start studying on saturday night!
and yes, of course i had to study every hour then
well i shall say i'm proud that i actually managed to study for approx. 10 hours yesterday!
what great effort okay?
well i know it's way much more less than those of you who used at least a week,
but i did put full concentration.
ah well, who cares now 'cause it's over!
only Accounts &&Chinese left!
From 14th December 4.30pm i will be FREEE
and yes , i mean absolute
MOVIE MARATHON.
RAGNAROK ONLINE!
CALL OF DUTY - BLACK OPS!
and yes of course GYM !
and not to forget preparation for college.
ok well,i know i'm only gonna start study after getting my spm result
which is like May intake?
and yes i guess i hav made up my mind, Accounting that is.
So, Sunway College here i come.
and the best part is ..
I GET TO BE WITH CHI YIAN AND YEE LYN :DDD
hahahaha.
ahh well.
today also signifies the last day i get to see my Pure Science friends.
the only one i get to say a proper goodbye
was Wei Yoong.
lol BYE !! :'(

2 more days of fantasy.
i just thank god i get to run away to Genting on this friday,
well at least i know it's the best cure for my heart.
:DD
but seriously you gave me the BEST memories.
because whenever i needed support or my first attempt on something,
you were there,though obviously not to support me ,
but well,
you're my MOTIVATION.

SPM! Last day of 2nd week

2010-12-01T03:34:00.000-08:00

ahh, add maths
additional headache into mathematics -.-

ahh well, when i was wondering why god was so good to me in the morning
by giving me this easy Paper 1 to handle.
then Paper 2 boom out and made me understand
damn,it was hard.
plus the darn freaking headache i got from reading in the car made my day worse.
it got me into such a bad mood while doing 'cause i was like doing a few wrong methods,
crossing out the mistakes,
my paper looked so messy,
the day was dark,
there's still so many questions!
and i just thank god the b & c section saved me *allehluyah*
but darn the short of time
the front page where i should note down the questions i've did to ease the "pemeriksa" in marking my paper,
well , technically i made it so hard for them
because darn me for forgetting to note down that ONE freaking number
the whole darn paper look so freaking messy

WHAT A MESSY MESSY DAY !
ahh well,i just thank god that i've drop physics
if i didn't , my mood will be worse than having the worse pms pain i can have.
well,it's just another excuse why i didn't regret dropping physics!
but good luck to YOU for tomorrow!

TEEHEE ! :DD

:'(

2010-11-27T07:01:00.000-08:00

On the 9th of December 2010.

SPM

2010-11-26T19:48:00.000-08:00

okay,so nothing was going well as i planned
i couldn't control myself
I HAD TO WATCH 90210 ONLINE!
'cause liam's charming blue eyes and his awesome hair was killing me!
well for the past 3 exams,everything was still alright
but it seems that ever since Sejarah exam ended,
it kinda feel like spm was over !
LOL
ah well, i just hope i won't die when Spm results is out!
I NEED MOTIVATIONS TO STUDY ADD MATHS!
dang!

12 days later i will never be able to see you anymore
believe it or not i'm still so..
sighs.
every now and then i know you like her
even though your good friend likes her for like long ago
but love is blind
and i truly understand that.
ah well, so near yet so far.

GOOD LUCKK-O

2010-11-21T07:59:00.000-08:00

2 MORE FREAKING DAYS WILL BE THE BEGINNING OF THE MOST IMPORTANT EXAM IN ALL MALAYSIAN'S LIVES.
SPM - SACRIFICING PHYSICALLY & MENTALLY.

so today will be my last day of somehow freedom i shall say.
Beginning of tomorrow, i won't be able to watch tv and go online
until this frigging spm finish
okay,wait that might be a bit hardcore, but i still hope i could steal some time to watch tv
even though my parents would kill me for it .

anyways ADIOS blog readers
see you in 22 days later !!

The Last Day Of High School

2010-11-18T17:06:00.000-08:00

When memories are the only thing that will last forever.

5 Science 5

The last class photo we'll have :'(

The best class ever,because it's the best combination.

Future accountant,pilot,engineer,marketing manager,advertising director and many more are found here.

emotional day.
Tears were what i couldn't control
while we were minta restu-ing
the sad song and Pn.Ong tears got me into some moody situation
feel like, i really don't wanna let go.
i hate ~~goodbyes~~
i rather wear that tacky school uniform for a few more years than leaving every awesome people i've known.
2010 , the best year i ever had.
I'll always remember every single event, every joke that got the whole class laughing
Pn Reetha's joke , Us cheering for Pn.Siva's absent.
Celebrating Pn.Reetha's birthday, Our unique way of posing for Class Photo.
Singing Birthday Songs for every classmate possible,
Being afraid of Pn.Siva checking our homeworks,
Traditional wear for sivik day,the kissing game and loads of photos we all took together.
Best Class Ever !
The one and only Sub Science class.
so,here's a few photos to share :DD

Wen Kiat - That one guy i have never seen him getting mad

Chi Yian- FUNNIEST FRIEND EVER

she really do love teasing me a lot,but she herself laugh like she was crazy

Carina- 5 years of friendship !

My very very hardworking friend!!

and no i won't miss her after graduating , because i can always visit her

and that she stays so near to my house! :DD

Poh Yee - My jogging/cycling partner

Seriously,she talks really really softly!

Louis Chee - Likes to tell dirty stories

He really likes to listen to my Romantic First(?) Love Story ! LOL

Yen Qin-She's there when i needed support the most ! <3

Crazy Bunch of friends!

This photo reminds me of the "Car" incident

well, only those who were there will get what i mean xD

and let's cheer and welcome the new chapter in our life.

Oh WAIT! We still have SPM!

ahh well, Good Luck to all my beloved friends ! :D

EVERYBODY SAY YEA~PUT YOUR HANDS IN THE AIR~

2010-11-16T03:13:00.000-08:00

WE OFFICIALLY GRADUATED FROM HIGH SCHOOL.
Definitely a day that i'll always remember.
fyi, today is actually the last time we'll be singing our
school song
national anthem
and for the islam friends, it might be the last time that they'll have their doa together.
seriously,there was this sec i wanted to cry.
somehow i'll miss everyone that i've been in the same school with for the past 5 years
thinking that i' will never study with them anymore,just somehow aches.
well, of course i took the chance to take pictures with everyone possible.
because memories are what that lasts forever right?
hopefully i'll get the chance to take more pics with others next tuesday.
today,we were all dressed up neatly
got that graduation robe on and went on the stage.
as i was lining up waiting for my turn, seeing my friends going up the stage to accept the cert,
i just feel like, wow , we all really did grow up a lot already.
we are no longer kids .
and after months later we will be heading to different colleges
another separation we're gonna face.
and i guess December 9 will be the 2nd last day for us to meet each other.
sighs.
i'll just try to hold on my tears by then.
and here's a few pictures to share.

I'll always remember you Pn.ONG :D

Ze Girls <3

My greatest friend of all.

We just have tooo much in common !

My guy best friend-Darren !!

The only guy friend i share most secrets with !

Right DARRROOON !? :DD

Shine Shawne - Know him since 5th Grade.

Yu Jin - The dude that knows almost every single song.
notice that somehow halo lookalike thing above his head!? LOL

Wee Shin- The most cutest friend i know.
Remember we were Pertandingan Memasak Pals? :D

Donkey Jeffrey - That Lame dude full of exaggerated reactions!

GSC - Brother Uncle Green
you'll get it if you understand Cantonese.
My Form 1 Classmate !

GDH aka AH GAN - That fella that likes to tease me
and calls me ah ma -.-

and seriously took a lot of photos that day.

so i'll leave this school with no regrets !

well, basically i already took pictures with all the awesome peoples i'm dying to take with

Just gotta throw away some ego sometimes,

so , yea now i can die safe and sound ! haha
will continue my new post about today when i get all the pictures !
STILL SO MANY MORE AWESOME PEOPLES :o

its TWELVEELEVENTEN 12.11.10 !

2010-11-12T07:14:00.000-08:00

sorry,was being lame
well well, today was kinda like my 2nd last day of high school.
Thanks to kakak SOK who help reduce the pain in youknowwhat situation :D
hope our Penang trip will go smoothly.
and thanks to daphne donkey who made my day with her DIESEL knowledge
and of course the lame chat we had in facebook.
really needed some laughters
nywyas,tomorrow will be Graduation DAY! WE finally graduated high school!
i mean, will x)
and i finally , and i mean FINALLY decided what to wear

of course, neither of these.

and finally i found the hand bag that was suitable !

thanks mum !
and thanks Carina for lending me your leggings! Millions appreciations!
ahh well, tomorrow will be filled with both sad and happiness

i'll miss each and every one of you who once made me smile.

Yea, you too who's reading my blog!

Genting 04-05/11/10

2010-11-07T02:52:00.000-08:00

well, took a break at genting last thursday
it was like a free rooms and vouchers for dad's bday
so , off we go !
well i'll let pictures do the talking

the freakish lame First World hotel check-in counters

the only good thing about that suckish room was the awesome hill view

4D Motion Master ! Been craving for so long!

seriously,i accidentally took a picture of this dude.

i was just trying to take a picture of the motion master

was darn hungry after indoor games,

grabbed some food from starbucks because the room sucks like hell

seriously,it was the worst hotel room i've ever stayed.

but, ahh well it's free,so yea.

Nextday - Go CART! :D

Bowling :D

so called exercise on boat . p/s : ilookhorrible.

and yea, finally tried out Flying Coaster.Scarier than i thought.

ahh well, still have loads of pics haven't upload yet.

17 more days till hell .

2010-11-03T21:48:00.000-07:00

38 days till heaven.
at least we know when is the nightmare gonna end right?
damn, i just gotta buck up and be prepared for this most important exam , probly your whole life's
we've studied 11 years just to score that A's in our SPM cert.

Life's a bitch?

then treat it as your best friend and try your best to turn them into awesome pals.

well if that picture horrifies you,

then i guess you should be the one in pictures.

i guess most spm candidates out there are struggling with books

tackling with unfinished syllabus ,

insomnias everyday.

but hey, a break once in a while helps a hell lot.

don't hesitate to play games once in a while ,

or watch a 30 min tv show,

that's what wakes up your mind and helps absorb better knowledge.

thinking of spm

the last day of spm , though is the heaven

and everyone would be cheering like a bunch of drunk fools

but , do you realize it's actually our last day in High School already?

You will no longer study with those 300+ pupils in the same school that you had for the past 5 years

you will no longer have that very tight friendship like you had with your greatest pals

and you will no longer hear jokes and loud laughters, that, well make you laugh too from those classmates.

ah well, i still feel like i was just form 1 last year.

and i will definitely miss every single person i know in this school .

untitled

2010-11-02T07:40:00.001-07:00

boys can really be real bitches sometimes
i meant , nowadays .
especially those whom i know
not all of course
but you know, just those wicked , self-centred, Mister Girly.

cheerfever

2010-10-30T07:58:00.000-07:00

oh my , cheer fever is still on
seriously , by pictures u could see how much i still love it

i actually put on my cheer uniform and that ribbon and tied all my hair up

my heel stretch is so cacat -.- and here's the only one that i think that looks alright

nyways one decent pic to end this post

what's life?

2010-10-27T01:16:00.000-07:00

it's filled with laughters , pains and simply surprises
and yea , idiot crappy 'friends' that makes me barf

just get over it and try to understand other's people's feelings sometimes aites?

Awesome Facts

2010-10-22T08:03:00.000-07:00

Hell Yeah ! It's 20.10.2010

2010-10-20T02:58:00.000-07:00

yeah, another great day to be appreciated
which happens in don't know how many billion years
well, went gym with Daphne dong dong this afternoon !
SHE IS SO WEIRD && LAME !
hahah!
and thank god the receptionist didn't ask for the club card.
so yeah, daphne just couldn't stop to annoy me while i was at her hse !
using that weird accent !
and trying to immitate the "annoying orange" saying " Hey Apple"
don't worry,
the video will be posted on facebook soon !
:DD
now this day will end if i'm gonna have a nice dinner.
Toodieess !

and btw , I LOVE YOU CHI YIAN ! :DD

this is interesting.

2010-10-17T23:10:00.000-07:00

imagine how humans can be so funny,
so what if you've been quite good friends with them for 4 fucking years?
just because of that 1 fucking mistake,
and yea, exactly have no connections with betray or backstab
they could just dislike you ,
and well, i guess u don't even treat me as a friend anymore,
moreover, some stranger
yea, and that mistake was given such a big payback
just because they put all the blames on you
sighs ,
i've cried , and yea that's the first and the last time for you
since i don't really see you anymore,
and since i get that really cold expression from you when i give you that big "hi" every time i see you
so yea, i thought you were just fooling around with me like u always do
but , wow ! you're actually still angry of me
because of that 1 incident that happened for months ago
i know you won't read this,
but if you do,
i'm glad though i don't think you actually care anymore.

something recent

2010-10-15T05:29:00.000-07:00

imagine how these people could interpret it so nicely.

awesome quotes and definitely facts !

10.10.10

2010-10-09T22:36:00.001-07:00

i had an awesome dream for a start.
seriously it's so fucking awesome,
i wish i'll never wake up for that dream.
:\

Oct 2 - Lick Hung's gathering.

2010-10-02T17:51:00.000-07:00

went cycling in the morning with poh yee
and was looking forward for the evening because i could meet my primary classmates !!
well,it took me so long to pick what to wear!
and suddenly, i felt like not going
because maybe it might be boring or a waste of time
but exactly not what i expected
so, i reached there around 5.35pm with Elwin.
registered and was trying to search for my friends around the basketball court where I should meet them
then saw Bryan Gui & Koh Jin. and maaaaannnnnn bryan has a freaking IPhone4 !!! -.-
so nyways, met the other few BOYS in the auditorium
and seriously, i was the only girl there.
oh yea, I met JING YING! my friend from Hurricanes.
well, so we waited till 7pm and met 3 other girl friends :D
and then Choon Ho came too.
well, then we girls kinda walked around the school , aww i miss that school !
and i took pictures with teacher , okay seriously i have to admit
they have freaking good memories !
they actually remember all of us :D
so well, we have this kinda candle thingy later
and it was quite fun blowing off each other's candle. xD
okay , see what i said about "boring"
well, didn't happened.
and well, we had a little chat about past and present
and took pictures too
waiting for bryan to upload it from his Iphone4 ! :DD

Trials FULLSTOP

2010-09-29T03:19:00.000-07:00

Excellent comment.

Your girl/boy will find someone else

and you would probably continue to sigh and whine.

filled with regrets and self-remorse

for never having the guts to bare you heart & feelings.

i come in peace.

2010-09-13T02:37:00.000-07:00

i guess, today would be the last day my heart will beat for you.
2 months 3 days ago, that was the greatest memory.
i used to smile when i thought of that day.
but now, it just doesn't shakes my heart a bit.
i guess it's because the feeling has lost, totally.

We are face to face, but we don't see eye to eye.

i couldn't believe it was this easy,

because you were so special to me.

i guess this is the last time my mind would say

i like you, i really really DID .

selamat hari raya!

2010-09-11T03:28:00.000-07:00

woots ! went to grandaunt's open house yesterday
met a lot of long lost cousins. and of course, totally forgot their name
and oh , went my closer cousin's hse later on to hang out
went for jogging around the area
totally fun !
and Ovylea & Alethea taught me how to dance GEE
but , i still don't get it .
also, singing with them with piano
and Plants Vs Zombies !
and BOOM BOOM SHAKE SHAKE NOW DROP
is totally an awesome dance move !
well , we had an awesome time.
wanted to catch a movie but couldnt
and yea here's something funny,

Theeenn , went inside the car , Yan was driving ,

we dared her to flash the car light to this 2 guys ,

we thought they were hot xD ,

so she REALLY flash , OMG . HAHAHA ,

they didn't look back , damn funny , was laughing like hell xD .

Thenn , we call her to flash this 2 couples , then her dad ,

was like "they show third finger at you" HAHAA

got that from my sis blog . haha

damn funny i tell you

and yea here's something

i guess most of my friends would get this

"Are you kidding me ?

Am I kidding you?

Who's kidding me ?

WHO!?!?

~~i miss how i used to like you like a hell lot~~

~~but what hurts is that you do so to that other girl.~~

:|

2010-09-09T05:18:00.000-07:00

aww , i like that emoticon.
and yea , here's a funny picture to share .

most of my girl friends' dream obviously, and of course moi

well,checked my blood pressure recently,
the rate was 99-102/65
while average rate is actually 120/80
it did shocked my mum abit . she said it was too low
well, thats why i black out for few seconds for several times everyday
and now she says i need iron tablets ,when i was actually in this situation for several years already
and shes afraid that i might pass out some day .
argh.

A little update of my life.

2010-09-08T22:39:00.001-07:00

ahh, trials is near.
2 more weeks !!
well, 1 week + to be specific.
and all i care about now is my graduation :|
and oh yea, gotta delete my cbox , because its not that important
and yea, lame spammers, which obviously i know who exactly it is because i could detect their IP Address
hahah ! when dumb peoples get pawned . sighs
but i have no time for these lamers .
last post bout unimportant peoples in my life :)

Untitled

2010-08-30T07:32:00.000-07:00

I'm sorry,
but it's for your own good.
You're not fated to someone else's replacement.
If you're reading,
i hope we would still be friends.
Hope you would still accept this late apology.

One heck of an awesome weekend !

2010-08-17T05:15:00.000-07:00

Went to OU on friday for shopping
went to OU again on Saturday for my cousie , shawne's bday party in Neway
it was awesome! and her friends are real funny ! hahah
ooh, and that smooch Shawne &&; Jake had !
well , hotties were everywhere
and thank god i met Alethea, we ended up in Wong Kok for tea break
and damn , there were hot guys that sat right behind us :3
and i swear, our reactions were outrageous ! LOL
so well, went to a few boutiques to try to get new clothes ,
and actually met Yee lyn there, what a coincidence
On sunday,
i was sooo 'hardworking" , i actually attended the 10 hours of BM seminar
it was worth every dollar though,
the penceramah gave very useful tips
and it was that once our school was so prestigious
and the only sad thing about this awesome weekend were rushing back to mum's restaurant to work
uggh !

~~i'm learning to move on :)~~

Somethin' bout love - David Archuleta

2010-08-10T02:26:00.000-07:00

i wanna move on
and forget about you
it's not hard
but i just don't want to
i wish there's more excuse for me
i wish i could just continue liking you
i really really want to continue living in the fantasy
the more i wanna forget you, the more i miss you
sighs
i just hope the upcoming 3 days event would help make my life easier

I wish it was an awful dumb lie

2010-08-04T02:57:00.000-07:00

I guess this is the day everything will stop
right this minute.

He once sewed my heart back

but now i guess it's broken and no one could fix it

Knowing He likes Her
My heart shattered into a million pieces
i should have controlled myself
i guess i was so dumb to ever hav that one little tiny hope once in a while
but now it's all "poof" away
please , don't mind me if you find me angry or moody at times
i need at least a week to get over it
i'm holding the tears,
because i just don't want to cry infront of my friends
but , you won't understand how pain my heart feels when She told me the truth
i just felt like dying
really really feel like dying
i just wanna cry like nobody cares
i just wanna hide aside in the lab and cry
now everytime i look at him
i just feel so...
sighs, i know miracles never happen
and this is the time to stop everything
now i understand why my friend would cry over a boy
and i always thought it was silly to do that
but now, i really understand
Why i was so stupid to keep on lying to myself?
I always thought he might just be the one
The right one this time
unfortunately, The one who broke my heart into million pieces
Bye , _______
it's time to let you go
it's time to get back to our friendship.
i'll just bury myself in books

The last day of July

2010-08-01T02:39:00.000-07:00

One very great month has finally come to an end.
i just hope august would get better!
Bye awesome cheer competition,
Canteen Days &&
Get togethers!
&& talking to him !!

Yesterday was a heck of an awesome day!
Great new experience!
Besides the very embarrassing cheer performance >.<
I've join my friends in The Maze for canteen day
wow ,didn't know it would be real much more fun to scare the hell out of people
though there were like violent students there who couldn't stop stepping and scolding the "ghost"
but overall it was very very fun!
because , of course not to forget he attended yesterday !
ahh, great new memory of him now in my head
Bust a move !
Now i couldn't stop thinking of his very cute face and smile :D
Pictures would be on Facebook ,
uploaded by Wei Yoong of course

I'm taking back my love

2010-07-28T02:10:00.000-07:00

Recently, i went to SMK BuD 4 's Canteen day ,
yea , the house of Blitzerz that is
it was kinda awesome i guess, becuase i was went there like 2 hours before it ended
Loads of stalls and games, and maaaaan those things were cheap !
maybe because i had free coupons ..
will upload a few pics later .

Monday's add maths was amazingly HARD
i guess i would / might FAIL this time ! >.<
maaaaannn
and i am super regret to actually skip school today
because my bro just couldnt stop bugging me to help him do his part of the job
so, i have to secretly sneak to cheer practice
yea , i only went for like 45mins !
AWESOME RIGHT!?!?!?!?

e~~verytime i think of YOU right now~~
~~i feel mad~~
~~maybe its because the last memory you left me was ...UGH!~~
~~Everytime i think of you right now , i just couldn't stop having that stupid scene appearing in my head~~
~~yea, like WTF!?~~
~~you make me hate her all over again.~~
~~Great huh? :)~~
~~i don't even feel like i even wanna miss you~~
~~i hope the next time we'll see each other again,~~
~~there will be something replacing that stupid scene!~~

Day 2 - My Crush Day

2010-07-24T19:29:00.000-07:00

well, I don't exactly understand what it means though
so i'll just write it as a "My Crush" instead :)

This guy ,
he's awesome to me
well , he's cute *blushes*
I like everything about him
except for just 1 thing that irritates me.
I often tries to figure who he likes and so so
i guess everyone do that right?
and yea, i still have no idea
jumping from friends to friends
observing his acts to them
and yea, then i determine
well, there are a few times i was heartache
knowing the ugly truth hurts
and no, i didn't cry
for those who knows me well, knows god damn well i'm a sensitive person
but i've just never cry for love.
but yea , well i just don't understand why ,
i really really like this guy
deep down i know we'll might not meet each other after we graduate
and the possibility of us being an item is real tiny
but , i just don't know why my heart kept on skipping it's beat when i see him
I've always tried to figure why, why i didn't get nervous when there was once he stands right beside me
ahh well,
it's been x Months already
and how i wish god would give me that very chance

Prom Night.

~~<3 i hate guys who shake their legs, it's annoying and irritating. -.-~~

Day 1 — Your Best Friend

2010-07-23T07:02:00.000-07:00

My best friend,
hmm i guess till now there's only one
i mean there WAS one,
when i was five six seven years old :)
well, maybe because to me
Best Friends are the one who sticks together all the time
Talks about everything
Never has fights
so yea , here's my childhood best friend

Lee Zai-Lii

we have the same surname - LEE
we are both the same horoscope - Aquarius
She's a day older than me
and our personalities were almost the same - I GUESS
and we never ever fight before, well maybe because we were too young
well, it's such a great coincidence okay? :D
though she don't have much memories about me
we were such great friends
so Zai-Lii , if you're reading this , maybe i'll help hook up some old memories in you
when we were young,
i used to go to her house like everyday before and after school , WAIT i mean Kindergarden
we use the same bus
and yea well she shifted to i-dont-know-where when she was std2
and i was lucky enough to be able to find her in facebook after 7/8 years
it was a tough search though
and yea we haven't met each other since
and you know relationships changes and eventually we've met other more awesome peoples in our lives
so yea, just to let you know it was awesome to have you as a childhood best friend,
and here's a current picture of her too

ain't she hot? :)

30 days of challenge

2010-07-16T18:47:00.000-07:00

Found this in Ammelia's blog, it looks interesting to me ,

so i'll shall tag these few peoples to play along

- Daphne Ding Dong Bell , Yee Lyn , Carina

Here's the challenge :

try to write your blog in the following orders and the topic required, it might hook up some long lost memories in you

Day 1 — Your Best Friend

Day 2 — Your Crush Day

Day 3 — Your parents

Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)

Day 5 — Your dreams

Day 6 — A stranger

Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush

Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend

Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet

Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to

Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to

Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain

Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you

Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from

Day 15 — The person you miss the most

Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country

Day 17 — Someone from your childhood

Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be

Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad

Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest

Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression

Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to

Day 23 — The last person you kissed

Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory

Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times

Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to

Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day

Day 28 — Someone that changed your life

Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to

Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror

Look Deep Inside, you'll see a volcano

2010-07-16T00:43:00.000-07:00

that attractive guy just couldn't stop attracting me .

it's just a confession blog post.
seriously,
i utterly / extremely / very/tremendously / exceedingly
HATE anyone , i don't care who you are
just ANYONE who points my head or hits my head on purpose

yea , just don't ever touch my head, my hair is an exception
but please, never touch my head or point my head
i don't care how angry you can be
or if you were just playing with me
but THAT reaches my limit
that's the most sensitive part of me

it's like a sign of teasing , or a way of saying i'm stupid
if you're my friend, do take note
and don't ever do it again
Please, and thank you .
I am not mad now , but please do understand other's feeling
it's just a simple confession

i would really appreciate if you do avoid doing that to me.

Cheer Competition 2010

2010-07-15T03:14:00.000-07:00

It's hell yeah awesome!
Saturday was the first day for us to compete
31st to be on stage
seriously freaking nervous !
I was really happy when the applause increased during the indian song
haha, so unexpected
the first day went quite smoothly

and omg, the battle of the Cyrens && Blitzerz supporters
and too,other cheer teams were awesome !
all cheerleaders are also cheering for other teams
this shows good sportmanship in us ! haha!
right after the competition i had to head to Mum's dinner

ignore my very very retared face

which is why i couldnt attend that last minute training
but had real fun with my cousins
talked about how the Cheer Comp was , and planning for the "Spot-The-Hot-Guy" for the 2nd day
it was a success okay? =)

for the 2nd day ,
Sara was actually unable to attend because of her dad
seriously, we understand Sara, we know how much you wanted to come
so well, everything was just like a mess
everyone of us broke down after the performance
but like qimie said, even if we cry it won't change the results
so , well let's take it as a very very awesome experience

it was extremely a hectic adventure for us

being able to train less than a month

and finish the full routine 1 week before the competition

to not being the last , is something we should really really be proud of =)

oh yeah , i've even made friends with Mickeymitez member and other cheer teams are friendly too ,

like Hurricanes & Shirtliff

ooo, indeed i love Hurricanes cheer uniform the most

soooo pretty !

and shiny!

and yea not to forget

Thanks to EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU who came to stadium to supporttah us

and those who sent me those good luck messages

and special thanks to my whole gang friends

soo soo awesome to make that banner for us and came all the way to support us!

love you guys!

and my cousins too who screamed and shout for us!

GO VACCINEZ!

Cheer Performance

2010-07-08T06:22:00.000-07:00

You talk with me,

You speak with me,

Don't sink before you rise baby,

Don't fade away.

this facial expression actually reminds me of Jee . LOL

scary! nervous! worried !
yes , at least we ended with good feedbacks
it was only for like 30 seconds
which our full routine is actually approx. 3 mins i guess
ahh , was quite surprised with the comments from my classmates
i thought they would be like "it sucks la "
thats why it took like 10/15 mins for me and lyn to enter the class
we were like worried what will happen when we enter
thank god nothing happened! PHEW !!
and yea , seriously was shocked by elwin's comment
"For new cheerleaders like you all, it's considered quite good "
first time thinking that he's a good person -.-
and yea , a couple of my friends even said the beginning part was nice
but one thing most of them told me was they couldn't see me
lol, well as long as the overall routine was nice right?
Screw those form 3s who were Boo-ing at us
and thanks for those supportive form 5s
i heard applause from them !

~~woots , guess i would/might go with the first option~~
~~if he really did attend that day :D~~

My way

2010-07-06T03:26:00.000-07:00

it has started to reach it's limit
it's about time to stop
before my heart would be break into million pieces
i shouldn't have been so curious and tried to find out his answer
im guessing he likes her?
but she's with him ?
or he's not in love at all
i've set a limit
and maybe this time it would be god to choose for me
this is a hard decision,because i really really do like him
i've tried not to look at him today
but still failed once or twice
but i know i'm strong, since this is not my first time

God,
If he attends Cheer '10
i would continue to live in that dream.
If he fails to attend
somehow, i'll just try my best to let go.

If You're reading , please do attend okay?
because i would really like to continue liking you. =D

What's life without them ?

2010-07-05T03:40:00.000-07:00

yeap

Friends
they are the ones who will be by your side all the time even you have emotional breakdowns
they are the ones who'll make you smile even you're in the worst mood
I'm glad i've found them
always laughing and continues to make the world go round =)
seriously,besides HIM who can make me smile everyday in school
they are the ones who are like ecstasy

often putting a smile on my face
even if sometimes i'm mad at them,i'll just forget about it because deep down i don't wanna lose them
yea,you guys who sits around me in class
who else LAA?
and of course chi yian and daphne ! LOL
i guess if it wasn't for you guys,i would be like some furious mad looking lion all the time
You guys taught me how to be hyper active and laugh like some psycho
so don't ever call me crazy anymore. :)
or call me lame -.- i was trying to make you guys laugh but unfortunately it failed .

TEEHEE!

When some real little things can cause insomnia

2010-07-02T16:43:00.000-07:00

that very very hot dude that might/maybe/doubt that caught me looking at him. :)

Woots.Really hope he'll be attending Cheer '10 .
i would be ecstatic if he goes. :)
oh yeah , a little hint here.
He IS kinda smart..
and i love love hearing his voice..haha

nyways...back to my original life
putting dreams aside.
A week more till the Nationals
and i still suck during practice.
ugh..
maybe 'cause i really gotta remind myself this thing ain't for fun
it's serious stuff , because it might cause huge injuries
and death , if things goes worse
and yes, not to break other's dream
as this is my dream too
RACHEL ! YOU GOTTA BE SERIOUS ! WE MUST WIN !
SHOVE OUR MEDALS INTO THOSE LOSERS WHO TEASED US!
WHERE'S YOUR SPIRIT ? WHERE'S YOUR COMPETITIVE SIDE!?

WE MUST WIN AND WE WILL WIN.

My Nightmare

2010-06-25T19:41:00.000-07:00

What a nightmare!

seriously felt like writing this post when i had a real nightmare this morning.

i found out that "he" was courting my best friend .. (you know who)

he was often sending sms to my friend

and i actually cried.

but it's just so weird because he suddenly turn out to be some Mat Salleh

such a weird dream. Let's Hope it wouldn't come true.

Toy Story 3

2010-06-23T07:28:00.000-07:00

after 11 years, finally this cartoon is back.
i guess one of the main point that it is a Must Watch movie it's 'cause it reminds us when we were young
sighs , its like those were OUR toys.
i guess the first time it made me felt like crying was the very beginning of the show
they're actually using the same song =')
it reminds me of my childhood
haha,talking bout some old cartoons eh?
well, it is definitely very very funny !
but the ending was really kinda sad
you'll understand if you got the chance to watch this movie
and and , you really feel like you're 6/7 years old when you really concentrate in the movie
i mean if you're around MY age .

TEEHEE!:)

I'm sorry.

2010-06-17T05:06:00.000-07:00

yea,deeply sorry to all of those who were angry of me
and yes,i would really like to apologize to Daphne && Chi Yian
i'm sorry i ffk you guys, didn't know it would make you guys so angry.
especially daphne,the minute i see the way you reply,i knew you got angry,and i knew i was in trouble.
I'm Just really really sorry okayy?
first and the last time i'll ffk you guys.
seriously am worried about how to face you guys later in school.
i just hope you guys would forgive me .
and chi yian , i hope you got well already.
don't dare to msg you because i know you might still be angry of me.
i'm deeply truly sorry .

friends?

=]

2010-06-12T07:46:00.001-07:00

I made a huge mistake.
Let's get everything back to normal kay ?
<3

Pyramid - Iyaz ft. Charice

2010-06-11T05:59:00.000-07:00

arcade is the best !
though it makes you spend hell lotsa cash without noticing
but hey ! i only spent rm3 today ! 'cause i found a pack of tokens ...well 6 of 'em to be specific
met my cousie in the bowling alley in ou
and sis kept on desperately asking for a bowling game
so yea, finally to please her, had a game of bowling after like 2 years
not 'cause i dun like it , it's simply 'cause i suck at it.
yea SUCK AT IT .
and i was suprise that my mum was great at it .
talking bout "like mother , like daughter " eh ?never exist.
but hey,at least i didn't ended up with 0
and if you're wondering "why the heck are you wearing a long vest with a polo T ?!? "
well,it's simply because i was wearing a short skirt..thanks to Ms.Jasmine Lee who needs me to accompany her to play bowling.

and so,that's about it . =)

Don't call me your closest friend when you don't even actually mean it
so what if we've known each other for quite some time ?
you don't even wanna share secrets with me.
i'm just one of your whole big group of "close friends"
maybe a fraction of 1/25 ?
i'm glad i still have 1 very close and good friend
if it wasn't for her , maybe you won't see me smiling that much in front of you
thanks my good friend with a numerical name . haha !

STFU

2010-06-10T04:33:00.000-07:00

you are farkingly annoying.
yea, you totally flood my whole damn homepage because of your desperates for chats
PLEASE could you just write as a wall post ,or better yet in the chatbox?
than flooding EVERYONE's homepage
with your "oh-so-cute" way of speaking.
even if i would delete you,i should delete the innocent peoples that you talked too
which i don't want it to happened
so , please be less annoying and LAME.
May Lord Forgive this pathetic child.

Raindrops keep falling on my head

2010-06-09T18:21:00.000-07:00

To be able to have this,

to must have an open mind ;

If colors were what made us great,

then why doesn't the sun always shine ?

Boring week? yea

it's the same routine almost everyday.

Computer, work, sleep,work somemore, computer,tv , sleep

lifeless eh ? i've realised that long ago. :\

the only days that kept me smiling was cheer practice.

dance routines,tumbling and yea,laughters.

i guess if i couldn't even attend that 2 days of practice a week that mum allows,

i'd rot long time ago. ~~and will miss him a lot~~

so what if it leads to muscle pains ? i'm already somehow use to it.

to be able to focus on something , and to be nervous for it ,

it's actually somehow interesting .

because when you accomplish that certain something , that great feeling you get is unbelievable.

Happy Sexy Seventeen Jeanie Meanie !

2010-06-05T01:07:00.000-07:00

hey girl i wanna catch your wave .

haha ...happy birthday Jean Soon Hui Hui
my lame friend that is actually lamer than me
haha ...glad to know you
still remember during std 5 - 6
you were that lame kid always playing twisting and turning
i was the one spectating your childish acts with an emo face?
and after 4 years you've finally became my friend.
and now,you're seventeen...
better not be that lame and stubborn anymore kay?
be a great new person and be confident.
All the best !

Vaccinez!

2010-06-05T00:43:00.000-07:00

yeah, i am continue-ing.
thank god i could pay secara kredit, and yes thanks to my siblings for sponsoring me some money
i actually gotta pay rm70 , and the rest are from them
though my mum disagree that im joining, she is going to the competition to support me !
and yes , we have to really win.
to show that our hardwork pays off
a month + left only, i hope we could really make it

i've been thinking the great benefits from joining Cheer .
1. You get to stretch more , so be more flexible...i am more of a stiff person f.y.i.
2. Get real good experience

ahh..a lot of benefits though...
Vaccinez to the V-I-C-T-O-R-Y!
HAHA...hope we'll be able to win The Best Newcomer.
and hope the darn school will support us,somehow =\

and yes , it's on the July 10 and 11
9am-5pm
so,come and support us. =]
and i guess god is playing a game with me ,
i have dinners on both day
july 10 is my parents 25th anniversary
and july 11 is my mum's birthday
Please MUM , don't get mad .
*prays *

2.6.10

2010-06-02T03:22:00.000-07:00

you've disappointed me. =\

damn it...cheer's uniform is RM150.
how am i gonna join? >.<
still really wanna join it 'cause been training for days already,
and body aches must pay off, BUT it's soooo expensive...
ahh well, maybe it's fated that i'll never be in cheer.
and ~~fuck~~ those peoples who thinks that i may suck and couldn't do it because of my size
with more trainings,you might be the one on the ground cheering for me.
yea,so ~~fuck you~~.
i'll show i could do it,if i'll continue .

Hello - Glee cast

2010-05-31T02:44:00.000-07:00

so totally in love with this song , and also How deep is your love - Siobhan Magnus,Aaron Kelly and Beegees
love these versions alot...really feel like you're into the story of those two songs..
do check it out though =)

oh yea, so last friday i went on a makan trip with my cousies to Sekinjang
it was like 4 hours for the whole road trip
it was real fun with them,chatting bout everything ...

On saturday,mum decided to close her restaurant for half day,but ended up closing for the whole day,again.
yeap,because of shopping.
finally bought a new handbag....>.<
now i'm done with my shopping list
and yes yes yes,a brand new LED HD TV, but the darn astro wiring sucks !
ohhh welll...

nyways , here's the lyrics for Hello, Glee Cast. Awesome lyris (f.y.i this song has been for over 40 years)
I've been alone with you inside my mind
And in my dreams I've kissed your lips a thousand times
I sometimes see you pass outside my door
Hello, is it me you're looking for?

I can see it in your eyes
I can see it in your smile
You're all I've ever wanted, (and) my arms are open wide
'Cause you know just what to say
And you know just what to do
And I want to tell you so much, I love you ...

I long to see the sunlight in your hair
And tell you time and time again how much I care
Sometimes I feel my heart will overflow
Hello, I've just got to let you know

'Cause I wonder where you are
And I wonder what you do
Are you somewhere feeling lonely, or is someone loving you?
Tell me how to win your heart
For I haven't got a clue
But let me start by saying, I love you ...

Hello, is it me you're looking for?
'Cause I wonder where you are
And I wonder what you do
Are you somewhere feeling lonely or is someone loving you?
Tell me how to win your heart
For I haven't got a clue
But let me start by saying ... I love you

~~I got that feeling of racing heartbeats again, am i falling for you?~~

2nd week exam = done !

2010-05-26T03:27:00.000-07:00

yeepee !
yesh i finished this weeks exam on yesterday !
now just 1 more week to go

oh yeah,of course you have to take a break with your friends,
so me and about 9 more friends went to the Carnival/Funfair which was open on last saturday at the Carrefour nearby
went to arcade first in Carrefour, and had a game of Daytona with Mr.Muscle , Elwin

and yea, you can never look down on a girl in arcade games,'cause i pawned elwin. xD
Just look at his face, and mine .
I'm not lying eh?

oh yea, so we went to meet up with others and played the Flying Chair (photo will be uploaded soon)
well,i regret sitting the out-est part , so dizzy and scary
yes, even Mr.Muscle said it was kinda scary
felt unsafe ..
well,at least we had a good time there
and thanks to Miss Cheong Chi Yian
who fetch me there and back home ! <3

~~and yes darling,i still wish you were here =]~~

God Damn it.

2010-05-20T00:08:00.000-07:00

~~exams. !~~
okayyy,lets forget that first though i'm gonna hav history paper tomorrow =P
Let's start with last week
finally went shopping after 1368726384 minutes (?)
it was J Card member's day and mannnn it was so crowded goddamnit
those people walk so slow , they make me feel like making them trip over and hit the damn ground
nyways, with a merely of Rm 70 , i was able to buy a small jacket,pants,two sleeveless tees and a tee shirt
CHEAP right?

next thing

Buffet in Tenji , Soho KL

OMG ! JAPANESE BUFFET !

seriously,i never had a decent buffet for more than 3 years
and gosh, i just couldn't stop eating those Haagan Daz & Baskin Robbin ice creams

And those tempuras
really a good place to go
for those alcoholic,it's really worth it because
you have free flow of red wine and white wine ! and carlsberg too of course
and yea, i found Tako TAO ! xD
well,we were actually gonna have the dinner section but it was already 9pm when we reached there
so , supper instead.
MuST GO AGAIN !

and yes yes yes,
New Computer !
well, not exactly new 'cause my bro bought the inner stuffs to put it in the cpu
and i couldn't get a ~~fckin~~ new phone
LONG STORY !
>.<

that's about it !

~~and i wonder if i ever crossed your mind?~~

Happy Mother's Day - a late post

2010-05-11T03:19:00.000-07:00

I love celebrations.

so i could get out of this jail house and go to somewhere out of kk
well,
mum had catering early in the morning
and then we went to have dim sum in subang for brunch ! *drools*
had some lazy time at home after that,well i did encourage my mum to go shopping =(
so later on,brought grandma for dinner in Sri Siam . Yummy Thai food

and yes ,desserts at K.T.Z ..omg the fruit iceberg ,i don't know what you call it ,was fantastic

Strawberry flavour

Mix Fruit

My Honeydew

Last but not least,their famous melted peanut.

did i mention i just had the best dream ever?

and i did wish it really became true when i was in my dream

i was like thinking "please let this be real,please don't tell me i'm dreaming"

seriously,i was thinking that in my dream

sighs,now i really know how much i really really do like him .or maybe ~~love~~? ='(

=3

2010-05-08T19:46:00.001-07:00

~~I'm confuse,stuck with unnecessary heartaches~~

~~it should be happy~~

~~but unfortunately i've twisted my mind~~

~~why do i keep on thinking about those lame stuffs?~~

~~argh !~~

Thanks to yee lyn's blog which made me smile because of her post ! hahah !

THANKS WOMAN ! didn't know you LIKE me that much ! hahah

and yes , did i mention i'm gonna get a new comp ?

and so,i don't have to SECRETLY use my bro's laptop

and finally have my private stuffs.

also,did i mention i'm gonna get a new phone too?

and shopping for more clothes?

and yes yes yes ! HOLIDAY!

yes !the day has arrived !

after for like a year i guess?

I wanna Scream ! Run ! And keep kissing my mum because today is Mother's day !

LOVE YOU MUM ! though you won't be able to read it !

but i still LOVE YOU ! hope you'll enjoy the lipstick ! haha xD

God knows when i'll stop. =/

2010-05-08T18:01:00.000-07:00

5.5.2010

had an awesome dinner with family yesterday!
went to pyramid to hav KimGary actually,but ended up in Manhattan's Food Market instead

well,man oh man the foods were great
it was actually my first time there..
we ordered some soups but was disappointed with it
then Fried Mushrooms ! OMG YOU GOTTA TRY THIS EVEN IF YOU HATE MUSHROOMS!

It's so delicious ! MMM mmm~
and then me and my sis ordered the all-time-favorite Fish N Chips

seriously,for big eaters like me , 1/3 of this was really enough already.
and it only cost RM15.90 ! cheap right ? for such big portion xD
and yea mum and dad shared a seafood platter..
really worth it

RM40+ only ! you have fish , oysters,prawns and some squids ? and it really taste good !
YUM YUM YUM !

oh yeah before we leave,we notice that Rudy & JJ from Hitz.fm was at the ice skating ring playing Hockey!

and that's about it ! xD

exhausted =P

2010-05-01T09:00:00.000-07:00

yeap....exhausted...my right leg still hurts really much =(
and what yee lyn said was sooo right,i know im gona feel the whole body pain tomorrow..
all due to lack of exercise ..
hey ! at least i exercised like 2+ hrs today.
went for badminton with a couple of friends
then gym later on
man..i still remember that scary indian man staring at me...
and he was like trying to challenge me when i was using the cycling machine..(i duno wat u call it)

and yea ,coach of the day --- Jeffrey Boey!!

he was like my sorta "coach" for badminton
also taught us (his so called students xD)
a very very gay pose to hit the shuttlecock
which he insisted it really works,
and he was like keep ordering me to Run! Run! Run!,Hit! Hit! Hit! & Jump! Jump! Jump!
gave me darn lot of pressure mannnn...lolx...
of course he was just playing a fool
but yea,it was quite an awesome day,
at least i don't have to rot at the restaurant
thanks to Lim Yee Lyn who gave half for the fees for me to enter the club <3

~~oh darling i wish you were here~~

untitled

2010-04-28T02:45:00.000-07:00

I wanna fall in love with you ,again
I don't have to try ,it's so easy who needs to pretend.

i miss that song you sang , 11 months ago
i miss that one conversation we had , 4 months ago
i miss that politeness you've shown to me , 3 months ago
and i miss that greeting from you,2 months ago

if it only happens every single day
maybe my life wouldn't be the same.

Even when no one knows who i gave my heart to,
you will always find out just so easily,
if only you've ever cared.

p/s :this is not an emotional post,just some feelings to share.

~~did i miss you? yes i really do.~~
~~everyday .~~

2010-04-08T23:43:00.000-07:00

everytime we communicate,
or something nice just happened between you & me,
i've noticed something weird happens
is it just coincidence?
maybe i just shouldn't think too much.

~~I'd rather lie to myself then to hav my heart broken~~

Pn.Reetha's Birthday

2010-04-08T01:18:00.000-07:00

today is Pn.Reetha 's birthday.Our whole class celebrated with her ,and giving her this cake .(Mmmm,chocolate indulgence from Secret Recipe) =P

. It was actually Elwin's idea to give out this cake.
When Pn.Reetha entered our class,instead of greeting her , we sang her a b'day song.so yea,she was surprised.
Frieda & Ben Lim also made a Birthday card,on behalf of our class.

and look at the cute picture ! hahaha and we also signed with wishes .
so,we ended up studying sejarah for 5 minutes...and i can see Pn.Reetha couldnt stop smiling.xP

~~I'd rather lie to myself,then to accept that dumb fact.~~

10 Random Facts of Moi

2010-04-03T09:17:00.000-07:00

1. I've Been to a Magic show
2. I've been on the stage as volunteer to help the magician =D
3. I've only been to 2 other countries
4. I know belly dancing O.O
5. I DISLIKE Justin Bieber,because he sounds gay
6. I have a cat
7. I have a crush,with that awesome hair =D
8. I have real awesome friends
9. I like the word "SAKAI" and i think the word "FARNEY" is funny
10. I'm using P1W1Max and it totally sucks sometimes

some busy weekend

2010-03-28T22:41:00.000-07:00

SATURDAY
mum had this catering to do on the sat,
me and bro had to go work as waiters at the house,
hey,it's rm50 okaaay? lolx,though it was quite boring there
it was a 21 yr old boy's bday party,
was thinking that i might get to see some hawt guys there,
turn out, none. WOAH .
and even worse,those guys are so skinny , the boys in my class are even tougher than they are.
poor 21 yr old college dudes..
so i finally could online at night, which my cafe world's food has spoil already. =(
thats abt it,
and it was my sis bday!
HAPPY BDAY TEENAGER !

SUNDAY
well,mum's old classmates, and yes they haven't met each other for more than 30+years
i was surprise that they could recognize each other,
and yea , one of my mum's old classmate was a fren of my classmate.ODD ! lolx
and we were at the shop for the whole day maaan,
and one of the aunties brought her son along,
well i could say he was alright looking,okok more than alright.
and my sis was like ,kinda fancy him . -.-"
and which he was my age.
ahh..that's abt everything

=)
and yea , i thought of a quote
kinda lame,i suppose
"Hearts to speak,Minds to think and Lips to kiss"

Cassiopeia - Rain ft. Lim jeonghee

2010-03-26T00:25:00.000-07:00

i'm feeling real emotional now,

while listening to this song,

he suddenly appeared online,

i felt this sudden depress.

"I don't wanna let you go"

i guess if lyn lyn listens to this song,she'll feel depress too..lolx

maybe i just miss him too much

i just feel like crying.

this is the first time i ever felt so in love with a guy.

never cried over a guy before.

even when i had that rejection

maybe it's just that i'm thinking too much

i really hope just one day,

i could tell this special someone everything i wanna tell him

maybe just when i really can't control anymore

maybe i should just click on his name in msn and confess.

but i know it would turn out really badly

i just feel like it would not work

and deeply i do know he doesn't like me ,

no matter how much i really wanna lie to myself.

maybe i should have taken that every single chance

maybe i should get my guts out and just talk to him

i have to promise myself,

i'll try to capture that every chance and use it

i'll just try to say "hi" everytime

being shy is one of my weakness

just as my bros told me.

ahh,

so what if i see those hot guys in our school,

they're just not you,

no matter how hawt they look,

i'd rather see you just for a minute than to peek at those hawt dudes for gazillion times.

sometimes i do think,

what if he comes talking to me

dreaming is wonderful

life is real great with a little imagination

at least you won't feel so depress right?

i never tell anyone these

maybe i just don't like to express it out

yes , i do look real happy in school,

because i could see YOU !

and i've never felt so happy all the time over all these years

but it would just be the opposite.

ahh...i just wanna scream !!!!

I really Really LIKE yOu , ________ !!!!!!!

if only you could take my heart out and observe .

f.y.i i didn't cry after all

imisshim badly

2010-03-24T01:46:00.000-07:00

i hate missing someone.

because it hurts,and to make it worse ,you can't do anything about it

all i can do is to go to his page again and again.

so what if i see him online, i don't chat with him

so what if i see him everyday(mostly) , we hardly talk.

so what if we have something in common,he never notices.

i dislike talking about him,as i know it would just make me like him even more

but i just have the fun of saying it,just to make me feel happy.

i like to look at him,but same time to prevent eye contact.

why? i don't want him to know that i like him, but also just hope he'll knows too.

as anyone says,love can be happy but hurtful at the same time too,

i could proudly said it haven't dissapoint me yet , as far as i know.

love is magical,i guess most of you guys notices.

that one smile from him/her , could brighten up your day

that one flirty moment between him and her , could just ruin your day.

ahhh....i guess i'm getting abit too far here.

i'm just too bored and i miss him badly

i hate school hols and i wish i could see him every single minute.

i wanna talk to him, which now i regret i should have taken every chance.

ugghh, i know i won't confess to him

because maybe i just love living in the dream . =/

I'm Bored

2010-03-17T23:10:00.000-07:00

can anyone just click on my name in msn or facebook chat?

just to get me out of boredom. =(

sighs..i still remember those days when there's like 4 or 5 person chatting with me at the same time,and yea it rocks !

chatting over 2 hrs and i didn't even have enough time to chat with them

but now .... =.="

i have no games to plays, no mood to study, not allowed to go out

and yea ,it does suck!

i'm forced to play pet society,restaurant city && bejeweled blitz

and it ain't addictive at all

did i mention i had dreams about him too?

uggghhhh...i hate dreaming bout him

it makes me miss him more...IIIISSHSHHh

and yea i dun like missing him,because it kills...
always wondering what he's doing when i see him online

trying not to let him know that i had feelings for him

but also wants to , at the same time =.=

i do envy my friend's life sometimes,

being able to go out when they want to,

having tuitions to attend,

going for holiday trips

i do really hope i can start my tuitions by April. uggh

granny's over,and celebrating big bro's bday tonight

yay ! i can dress fancy ! xD

a day at work

2010-03-17T03:52:00.001-07:00

sighs,had to wake up early in the morning to work as a waitress

erm,yeah i know i was always a waitress,but this time was different

well, i was paid ! LOL

went to Yun Nam haircare something company to cater for 'em

it was at the PentHouse, ermm just nxt to Midvalley

so me and bro was like standing for 3 friggin hours

and yea,i saw a malaysian artist,but i didn't say "hi" and ask for her autograph

b'cause i dun know her full name and i was shy. *blushes*

that's about it.

school gona reopen soon

and yes,test's results...

>.<

and HIM.

the Girls day out :B

2010-03-16T08:35:00.000-07:00

finally get to go out with the girlss (only) xD

no couples ...

me,chiyian,yeelyn,daph && jean

just shopping and stuffsss..

sorry guys xD

the plan was to watch Alice In Wonderland 3D , but the tickets were hard to purchase,i mean there's only a few left,so we've decided to go to red box instead.

Singing Like Crazy,Screaming !~

'Cause we BELONG together now ! YEAH ! My Life! Would Suck! Without YOUUUU!

and yea,my throat is hurt already...just a bit...unlike jean xD

sang for approx. 3 hrs

was feeling kinda ecstatic ,all thanks to Chi Yian..

then we shop shop shop...

and we eat eat eat

hahaha...then it was time to go home

forced to sit a taxi,it was actually rm27 only...but that bloody ass ask for rm10 more

just because an extra person.

here's the guy's look

Car Number Plate HWB 7896

haha dun mind me,i remember it 'cause i had to sms the number to my dad, in case anything happens..so it's for safety purpose =)

we had to walk all the way to our homes (from McD)

but i just went to yee lyn's hse to wait for my mum

sorry yee lyn !

and yea,we climb over the fences. LOL

well,that's about it

Had a great time , dun worry

but didn't manage to play the dancing machine,which is one of my fav game!
BUT i did get my yummy tummy bummy Carl's JR chili fries ! MMM

Thanks Guys for this awesome day.

crawl.

2010-03-13T08:40:00.000-08:00

was having that little chat with tsing yu yesterday,and talked about blogging.

our way of blogging,differs like the sky and the ocean.

yea,she talks abt her feelings,i talk abt the Happenings.

maybe,i just like to hide my feelings .

well,maybe i don't ..hmm

i only put my feelings on facebook,don't know why.

i use songs to describe/hint how i feel.

maybe that's just my one way of communicating.

well,i should start to blog like writing a diary i guess.

hmm,let's start.

well,i've decided to study during hols,i know that's real common for u guys

but me the lazy one only study like 2 weeks b4 an exam.

so,maybe it's 'cause i was inspired by my cous who scored real good

i admire her real much !

and yea,i read abt lyn lyn's post bout me...hahaha don't know why,

it nearly made me cry..haha

how sweet of her to write about me.

TEEHEE!

and, i just don't know why

i like this guy real much,but i just don't seem to really miss him day and night

i don't talk to him, but i do have special feelings for him.

and yes,i wouldn't confess because i could predict the worst ending.

we're friends , as i consider .

sometimes,i just wish i could read his mind.

okay,i'm getting a little goose bumps now..

i shall stop.

that's all i guess.

and yea, I really do hope my sis would change

to be a better person,and try to hide some of her worst feelings more often.

i mean , atleast once .

i really don't want her to end up like someone i know.

EXAM's OVER !!!!

2010-03-11T01:28:00.000-08:00

i mean test.

the very first test, and all of the test were hard,even english!
only got 60 for my maths,sucks rightt??

i guess some nuclear will just keep on coming.

just went to McD and had my lunch with a bunch of friends,

and then went to the lakeside,gossiping . HA!

SPM results were out today,and to see those past year SPM-ers

thinking what will happen NEXT YEAR,when it will be OUR TURN ! right guys?

and yea, I HATE HEERRR. not really =]

hello.

2010-03-11T01:13:00.001-08:00

it's been a long time since i last update my blog.

well,'cause nothing much happened.

school days are awesome , if we just chat all day long.

and i still like the first few days ,or 2 weeks if school.

compared to now.=\

maybe 'cause , just nothing really special happens anymore.

didn't online for 2 whole week,and yea i know it sucks.

maybe that's why i don't miss him that much? o.O

or maybe 'cause of her , which i shouldn't be jealous of.

nyways, guess one of my wish wouldn't happen, since

he don't notice me that much,maybe i'm just some anonymous in his life,

and i guess, i was always an anonymous to him.

yea,and this is the very first emo post over some lovey dovey stuffs.

and yea it does sucks,something that i shouldn't even get emo over it

maybe i'm too bored,i had to search for some stupid feeling to get stuck on my mind

& i still got that convo stuck in my mind. A convo you nvr care of.Oops,i mean him.

as he will nvr read my blog =)

should i go on,living in my dream .

or should i just accept the fact,because it will just be a dream.

watched one movie recently, FYI , AOD - channel 921, that girl confessing to a guy

they had this saying,

"Don't care if you can ever have a happy ending,your life should be left with no regrets."

i guess that's how you translate it. =)

and yes,i ain't emo when i was writing this post,

i just had a great time with friends and had nothing to post and thought of these

SO,

Ignore this post,if you wish to.

Bai Nian 19/2/10

2010-02-21T04:58:00.000-08:00

went bai nian with friends on the 6 th day of CNY , which was friday.

Meet up at Sok ching's hse by 10 am, approximately 18 ppls attend.

From sok ching hse walk to Johnson's hse, (eria->oncidium)

well,it was tiring ..

i had to admit Darren is great with piano...

and yea, we gambled all the way tooo.

Had a great lunch at Ming keat's hse.

Didn't took any pictures,literally.

and went home by 6.30pm.

What i've got for this whole trip you asked?

Angpaussss $$

Money from gambling--- ( all thanks to guan tuck)

Two blisters,1 burst already

and yea, Laughs & a good night sleep.

CNY

2010-02-16T21:24:00.000-08:00

Happy Lunar New year .

Past two days was exciting.

15.2.10

Whole morning was simply,BORING

went to Alethea's hse in the evening..big big bungalow xD

we were there to have the kinda "Reunion dinner" .

well,when we reach ,the first thing came into our mind was ANG PAU s of course.

then gambling.

wow,it was a great atmosphere there.

it was like gambling in a Casino or a hotel lounge because my uncle was playing the grand piano

and yes,i kept losing & winning , but still am losing. =(

Ms. Ovylea & Ms.Thalya kept on winning.

and then we played LIFE.

lolx...kinda fun though...hahah

then Dinner Time

"Yun Tui" some pork's leg i guess

Salty Chicken

Curry Duck

A pot of prosperity =)

p/s : all cooked by my mum

Then Gamble again

then go online on facebook for awhile

and yea, Alethea said i can play piano by ear,which was Awesome.
YAY! !!!

she says i have talent..and yea i really love Music . =]

she taught me how to read the notes , and count the timing & stuffs...

and yea, i was at they're house till 12.+ am which was already my bday..

all of them wish me, awww..xD

Thanks alot guys...

and Bryan Lee still owe me a bday cake

16.2.10

Straight to the computer when i was COMPLETELY awake.

check the notifications box...and to thank everyone who wish me Happy Birthday =)

Thanks alot, it really Made my day guyss.

Was craving for the evening

Went to Pyramid, and get the tickets we reserved

Percy Jackson & The Lightning Thief !!

It was SUPERBLY AWESOME !!! now i understand why those who've watched it says they wanna watch it again.it's like happens to everyone who watch the movie!!

and yea,when i went to collect my tickets, we wanted to change our seats but the cashier said it was full already. =O

and yea, we did miss like 3 mins of the beginning of the show.=(

Even mum says she wanna watch it again...well if they have 3D version,i guess i would faint

then later on, was suppose to have Carl's JR for dinner,as i was craving for their chilli fries,

we ended up in Wong Kok Char Chan Teng.

Cheese Baked Rice

had this beautiful drink,but it was kinda sour..

and yea,later on me and jas walk around and she wanted to go to Full House to get that Kanye West Glasses...and i got a present for Beh from that shop..=)

and me myself bought a Necklace

It looks kinda pink here :O

That's about it .

i look fugly here =(

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CARINA chaaan :)

2010-02-13T17:48:00.002-08:00

Happy Birthday Valentine Girl !
Since it's a triple happy occasions day
Bet you'll get great luck this year
Turning 17 already huh? Be sexy ! LOL
My Great Aquarius Partner.
My Neighbourhood Neighbour.
My Friend since form 1 .
Little Bobbie's Owner.
Mr & Mrs Chan's Princess.
and best of all, My Hawt Baby Lucky Cute Adorable Pretty Carina Chan.
May you get the greatest wish come true
The best of luck in everything.
Happy Birthday , my dear friend. =]

baby,you know i want cha =]

2010-02-13T17:21:00.000-08:00

[14 Jan]
and yes, my title was about the ang pau(s)
too, Happy Chinese New Year && Happy Valentine's Day To You guys out there !

Yesterday was Reunion Dinner,
went to some nice restaurant in KL
if i'm not mistaken, guess the name was DucKing
well,we didn't had dinner there,instead it was a lunch.
and MMMmmmm, the foods were DELICIOUS !
I'll show you pics of 'em,but don't drool over your keyboard or lick the monitor okay?

JellyFish Yee Sang !

Suckling Pig
(did i mention the pig head looks like some one?xD)

Fishh
Beijing Duck

The skin was used to wrap with rice paper and vege

and voila ! (i prefer w/o the skin )

and if you're wondering where did the meat went ,it's here !

And then we head to Amcorp Mall later on to check out the warehouse sale.
it wasn't an actual warehouse sale to us,as it was Gucci/Prada ,
then me & jas head to other stores to check out,
and to find my Light Purple nail polish *teehee*
well, bought the latest issue of Galaxie in Popular .
OMG ! JONAS BROTHERS !
and that issue was suppose to be out on the 15th of Feb . O.O

Lecka Lecka Baby Blue (it kinda suck but i like the colour )

nyways,went back home to Clean The House ..ugghhhhh

and then , our reunion dinner was Steamboat!
and fyi , Teppanyaki style toooo
and yea , it is Homemade. You can't expect a Chef Mum not to cook right?
also, 9 Days Of Hols without going to Mum's Restaurant a.k.a Betty's Kitchen !! WOOHOO!!

usually we reopen on the 3rd day of CNY , but this year was an exception!
That's about it , Going to Auntie's House tomorrow ...woots ! Cousins Reunion!

Happy Chinese New Year & Happy Valentine's Day Babies !!

2010 Resolutions

2010-02-03T22:53:00.000-08:00

well, what's my 2010 resolutions/wishlist

here's the wishlist,and for those who would wanna get something for my bday,there's options,BUAHHHAHAHAHAH !!! x)

1.Big Black Handbag with pockets,zips,and more pockets & zips

2.A great wonderful dress

3.Nice Heels !

4.Meet the JonasBrothers/AAR

5.Get HIM to notice me more xP

6.Get at least 5As in SPM!

7.TRIES to get in top 10 in class

8.Carl's JR. Chilli Fries !

9.Sony Ericcson w508 !

10.No fights/no arguments

11.Jeans shorts , more of em !

12.Extreme PARK

13.Plaids !

14.Finish up my homeworks!

15.An Acoustic Guitar

:))))))

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BEH YEN QIN !

2010-02-03T22:48:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BEH BEH !

you've just turned 17 ! isn't it great?

sorry that i couldn't attend the "suprise party"

hahah..

may all your crazy wishes comes true kaaay?

you've changed over years,better of course xD

Really hope you did enjoy your birthday,without me wasn't THAT fun rigghtt?? hahah !

Love you lots ! BFF! xD

Grats Nick Jonas

2010-02-02T02:21:00.000-08:00

this is a post from me to Nick Jonas,well you could ignore this =)
well...i've followed Nick Jonas in twitter and he replies his fans...
so i've tried my luck , but guess it's still not the time yet :|
these are a few quotes i've written to him
and yes Nick, CONGRATS for your new album which is releasing today!
WHO I AM !!
and yes guys , you HAVE to listen STAY !!!
it's so superly duperly outrageously AWESOME !

well,here are the quotes

"Age doesn't matter,nor sickness counts.The mind's brilliant,heals heart with rythme."
"Think twice,left or right.Think again,and decide." (cacat =_=)
"Talents and chances,God's gifts and treasures."
"A vision of life isn't enough,trying times are worth what life is"

and yea, i'm so darn happy when someone actually told me he/she likes my quotes when it's actually written in seconds and was so cacat. THX though !

Cross-country :P

2010-01-22T20:52:00.000-08:00

ahh,ended up in red and black instead.. well and a lil advice , wear those zippy pants which you could turn into shorts by just unzipping the lower part !

well got cut off from the paramedic team ,which i got the news by 11.pm + ?

well,i am piss off,well who wouldn't ?

and yea,Carina cheer up! :) it's alright.

woke up by 5.50/6am this morning *yawn*

had to go for breakfast at smc ,maaan the sky was dark ! so dark ! luckily there was two persons behind me,phew !

sooo , had to get like ready for the merentas desa, not looking forward to get top 20 ,because i won't overestimate myself. :)

haha , luckily there was Yeelyn to go with me,though we ended up running/jogging/walking by ourselves,SHE"S FAST !

thought that he might not be coming,but yay ! :')

teeehhheee !

and i was like looking for my sis,and oh SHIT! she didn't came,maybe because of my mistake of not setting up the alarm,well i did wake her up !

and yea , it was great that i brought along a towel.

my sweats were like pouring all over me.

ughh...and yea it's feels so great when you pass through those form4/5 boys,hahah !

and yea , i gotta admit those form1-3 were quick ! so faaast !

also,there were these two boys.form 1 ,LAME

they were like,"Oh , there's a girl behind us,she's gonna pass us..Oh she passed us !"

"We have to pass that 5620 ! "

o..kkaaay? i was like(in my mind) , "HELLO , i understand ENGLISH ya know? and yea if you keep ur mouth shut,you would have been waay faster lil dude ! xD"

well...so pass those...

i reached the school by 100000000 mins =)

and my foot was like pppaiin ! argh ! Told ya i din have stamina ! XP

and well, got 45 ! yee lyn got 29 ! she's so damn geng maan !

good huh? compare to last year . =)

welll, and yes ! " Oh darling i wish you were here" and you were =)

and YAY RED HOUSE ! 3rd place !(Blue got1st) not baad laaaa ! hahaha